tagged as: #this is my headcannon for how the boys looked young, #Jared bby I love you but colin was a much cuter kid then you, #jensen de-ages well, #if you roughen him up a bit,
Sam Winchester’s Journal – Entry #36
I guess I’ll need nine lives to know exactly who Dean Winchester really is.
Today, I discovered a part of my brother’s existence that told me more about him than years sitting by his side in the car: when he was about sixteen, Dean got caught stealing food and was sent to a boys home in upstate New York. I don’t understand why Dad never explained to me what happened during those two months, why the hell he thought it was a better idea to make me believe that Dean was missing on a hunt than letting me know he was arrested for shoplifting and was serving time in juvie. What kind of father does that?
Oh, yeah. John Winchester.
But I guess he had his reasons, as usual. Even if I know retrospectively that Dad tried the best he could to do what was the best for us, some of his choices regarding our education will always remain a mystery to me. I don’t see what kind of lesson about life you can teach your twelve-year-old son by letting him wonder a whole summer if his big brother made it out alive or not from a so-called hunt involving a werewolf pack.
It doesn’t matter now anyway.
This hunt in Dean’s former juvenile home could have been another day at the office, another ghost salted and burned, another place cleared out of some random supernatural crap, but it was more than that. It showed me a part of Dean’s life I was completely unaware of, and gave me a chance to get a glimpse at the teenager he could have become if he hadn’t been “in the life”: an average high school kid who won wrestling competitions and boasted a bit to impress the girl he had a crush on without being the caricature of the “bad boy in a leather jacket” he’d become a few years later—the kid who loved school, had a bunch of friends. Dean could have stayed, he could have had what he’d wanted the most, a real home, a normal life surrounded by people like Sonny and Robin who’d truly cared about him.
But he came back.
I know why, I’m not stupid. It wasn’t for the love of hunting, traveling from town to town, changing school every two months, or doing his homework on the corner of a shitty motel table or on a bar counter surrounded by drunk bikers and hookers sporting fake leopard fur coats.
My brother asked Timmy to let his mother go because sometimes you’ve got to do what’s best for you even if it hurts the ones you love, but he never applied this advice to himself. I guess that I’ll always represent the exception that breaks Dean Winchester’s sacred rules and makes him go “Do what I say, don’t do what I do”. All this makes me wonder how many more things he did for me that I ignore. How many fake stories became “History,” as he said?
Maybe another hunt will tell me, but I’m afraid to know the real answer.
//yay the cast give their characters presents ơ u ơ
//Sam my yours are da best ehe ơ u ơ
Here’s the art for the dcbb Foxfire Blossom by the beautiful Almaasi!! I had the honor of picking it up last minute for her and throwing this together, but it deserves so much more than this because this fic is PERFECT!!
go read. like, now.
Cas saw an opportunity and took it. Inspired by hepalien’s text post.
apparently anna has no respect for dibs
that’s why michael killed her. dibs are dibs
I may be an idjit, but what are “dibs”? (I’m from Germany, and I don’t know it, obviously)
hello there, i am from czech rep so i didn’t know in the first moment too. for example, when there are two people who share one package of biscuits and there is just one biscuit left and one of those people calls dibs, it’s like he declares that this bloody biscuit is his.
and dean is cas’ heavenly biscuit
if you’re looking for a German equivalent it is probably “meins!”
Goal in life: Be someone’s heavenly biscuit
Dude, that was beatiful
tagged as: #holy fuck, #this is the most perfect thing I have ever ever seen, #EVER,
High School Destiel AU as promised
pop punk kisses (◕‿◕✿)
(FUCKING FINALLY) finished commission for DuneChaos!!
and progress gif:
when i say that jensen ackles is my sunshine i mean he is my literal grouchy ray of grumpy old man sunshine that makes me so ridiculously happy ya feel me?
tagged as: #it's true, #I think maybe they're more active on twitter than ever this season is cause they know a lot of us are on the edge, #that they're what's keeping us holding on,
i love this cast so much, we each have our own hang-ups with the show at times, but goddamn we have one of the best casts out there and it just makes me really warm and gooey inside
Unfortunately last time I checked there were only 4. FOUR rockstar!au for destiel…which sucks.
As for the other ones, I could certainly look into it, I do love that kind of fic.